Turquoise Taming Tornadoes

We all are living in a trance. A trance nobody knows of. A trance only we live within of. We are loving, following, cribbing, falling, learning in a trance. Something inside our conscience tells us this is idealistic independent of the world around and we start going around for it. And I personally think I have been living in a trance since childhood, which is gradually breaking as I'm growing up. Like layer by layer its freeing me from the cocoon. I'm more here in this world each passing second. My screen presence in this film of life is getting commendable each passing day. Yes I am falling too and the falls are growing greater in depth but so is my will power. The ardent determination to go through stuff, mediocre cries with the very name of. All these vacations after tenth grade have been magnificent. I've committed sins I couldn't ever think of. I've gone out to places you cannot imagine of. Attended almost all parties in and around. Regretted not doing some...

Yeah folks, its the same hound as my old post. He has managed a place in my story, in my life as always. Now he looks more grown up, has beard, moustache and a composure. The abs still remain as irresistable as always. The cheeks as kissable as always. But yes, he has grown. Grown as a person in all aspects. Now knows how to vent his turmoils. But still silly conveys me his feelings through display pictures and statuses. I catch every word. Word by word. Manages to stay the Bunny. And make me the Naina in all ways possible. The two being an amazing pair of characters from a bollywood romcom. The last few days have been quite revolutionary. Possession and jealousy hit him. Fortunately or unfortunately I don't know but he has feelings too. He set them free and well, I caught them. My best friend says he is not bound to stay. He has come to stay. I don't know. People never took him seriously. He was different in my perspective but. The ice-creams, posters, posts, chocolates, ...

Well attraction has no laws and norms but here is something I've been feeling about from quite sometime now. We like two kinds of people. One who are endowed with simplicity and rawness. They don't have any aspirations to stand out or be the pioneers. All they want is to lead an untangled non-fussy life which they keep solving and leading. But they don't lead. They just don't want to. They might appear to be passive and not ambitious and arousing enough in the first glance but these are people for keeps. You will feel comfortable around them naturally because they never show their talents. And so their strengths might surprise you at many times. You won't have to feel the need to compare here, you are clearly above them. Then there is the other kind you look up to. They are wild and full of life. A room with a tiger may go unnoticed but they just cannot be ignored. There is something that tells you to go up to them and converse but you know you wouldn't be able...

So if you can come over and read this post, you've had a childhood. Be it good or bad, but a childhood. You are alive this day to see the spectacles and things of whatever kind this world offers to you. But think about it, what if you just had died catching a dengue epidemic and never ever had seen or done the things you have until today. Sounds impractical? But dear today our nation is at a stage where one child dies every 20 seconds due to preventable diseases – highest anywhere in the world. You guys have declined food from your mother a numerable times. Not eaten in an attempt to cause impact over something you are questing for. What if all of a sudden you stop getting the very possibility of doing so: You don't get food. Life will itself be a quest for you then. But you won't realize that now. Just like a fish won't understand a camel. People like you and me have friends, mentors and relationships of all kinds. We can call up a friend a night before an important...

You know there is a reason real and rooted come together and are only given their due together. Real things cannot be spontaneous and rapid. Rooted things cannot take on masks. Falling word is in general used for love , as in falling in love, for a reason. Falling frees you from a lot of ties and brings the lost spark, just like an adventure sport. But dude you are falling! You are off the cliff. Just like Ted in the How I Met Your Mother series I too have fallen in and out very regularly. Infact as soon as out I'm in. You might judge me on that but that is something my sub-conscious makes me do. Believe that this time around it might work. Some have even been a day long ones. That's the shortest. I am and always will be guilty of being involved. And just like him I too was on an unintended search to find that true thing. But this is what the fucking rule says, you wouldn't get it as long as you have all of your on it. I see people around having friends with benefit...

Give those dreams to me. I'll see them with you. Hey people. what are your dreams? tell them to me. I want to live dreams. From my eyes. Your eyes. Everybody's eyes. Everyday! These are a big turn on for me. I dream big. Am too small maybe but my eyes seek for more and more and more always. And my heart quests for it. Have you ever heard of my night dreams? I see film scripts like really. They are so adventurous, heart thumping, happening, falling, rising and most importantly so realistic and fucking vivid that at times I doubt that was a real life incidence or just another dream. I narrate them to my classmates like life stories and am amused seeing them giggle. Its fun you know. Living my life has its perks. You'd find inspiration, creativity in every thing you'd see. A story every vase narrates. A smile every face hides. A need every rupee holds within itself. A sense every dress has. Dreams are free ended. They may take you to the negative side endlessly as we...

Do you want to be sensible? Do you want to be called mature? All intellectual and intelligent and smart and good-looking and funny and beautiful and handsome and well read and humorous? I am guessing it to be a yes. But honestly when it comes to me, I dont. I dont want to be something. I rather want something to be me. Let me elaborate. I want to be lazing around my ass all over the house and talk in basic plain words, I want to talk bullshit and scream and laugh like a witch, make the most transparent and open conversations, to let everything come out naturally and be loved for that. You know, to have the real people around me. May they be not more than 2-3. But I give them my full hearted attention. We share our potentials and unite them for brilliance. I dont want anything specifically, everything written above is a hazy imagery of the thought process of my mind. I just saw Highway- A film. Its was a pure work of art. The characters were real and natural and didn't have any aim...