Yes, I was a loser.
Right now it does seem impossible and I am fetching all sorts of help to get to what once I did all by myself. Yes, Not more than 3-4 years back I lost an enormous weight to reach a whooping 47 kgs. It is indeed a sensitive topic but as long as I'm working I have no shame in accepting it because it takes real courage to get going, striving for a change and even more to accept it. Those days I was more than obese. They were my early teens and people all around left no stone unturned to make me feel different and less of. Some of my own people calling me useless. Coming home from school to my couch and cartoons on television everyday for hours until evening, not even bothering to take off the uniform that felt tight. Nothing was to change anyway! I just lay staring the ceiling. Probably then the criticism started working. Maybe if not lose anything, I could stop lying and feeling worthless and get up and do SOMETHING. Being an avid reader I designed an exercise program for myself an